I won't let go of your hand.

11:26 am
Regina Spektor - Two Birds

So it's been a while. Comps both died, so it's been ehhh.

But I've been trying very hard to keep busy and turn my life around. I've been cleaning my apt. It's like really horrible. I have 3 pics. I took them after Otis. They're pretty bad, but add another year of crap to it, and you get my apt before I started cleaning. -__-;; I've been having allergy attacks for a long time. Yes, I do not live like a normal human being, and I'm paying for i t now. I'm sorry ;-;

a corner of the living room, with shelves and piles of random school supplies, etc

from the doorway to room, piles of more school/sewing supplies, my desk, garments made in studio

bright window, desk, some of my clothes... yeah, my room is a closet

So that was my apt a year ago. It looks bad, but it was pretty clean. Just imagine a whole apt covered in clothes and unfinished or failed projects -__-;; I am cleaning like crazy right now. Lena got accepted back into Otis, so we are turning my living room into a studio, with sewing machine, an overlock, and other studio type things. It'll help with other goals I want to get done within a year. We will see.

I also went home to Kauai. I wasn't able to take a lot of pics, cause I was a dumbass and forgot to bring camera battery charger with me. Also, whatever is in camera is still in camera, cause comp's been really unstable and then died. I only have pics from phone ): But it was pretty awesome. Mom stressed me out cause she stayed home the first week, and she wanted to get a bunch of stuff done ;-; I ate a lot. Sorry, ruu-chan, I really gained weight when I went home ;-; It was pretty gross. I didn't bring any clothes home with me, just illustration supplies and stuffed animals. Sis and I raided lil bro's closet :D He had a few shirts that didn't fit him anymore, so yay mine! I was home on my birthday. I didn't do anything except stay home (cave troll, yes!) and watch CSI, SVU, and eat lilikoi cake. I will edit this later and put up pics of the pretty lilikoi (passionfruit) cake.

Family went to beaches and even up the mountains to Kokee. I will edit later and put pic of siblings when I upload from camera (: I got a pic of Waimea Canyon on my phone, and also picked hydrangeas up there :P

  Waimea Canyon from one of the lookouts. I actually got bars while up on that lookout, was amazed

  really pretty hydrangeas from Kokee! :D I love these things

Towards the end, I finally saw my friends -__-;;; I kinda wish I'd called them up earlier and seen them more, but it was still good to see them. It's almost been 3 years. Except for Aldy, who comes up to CA to play ukulele (: So I also saw Kat, Aldy's lil sis, and I saw Todd, Isaac, and randomly saw Chris as we passed by his house, which is like... just a block away from me :P And YAY!! I did eventually see Trishey and Joe and finally meet their daughter, Kaelyn :D She's really cute ;-;

Isaac, me, and Trishey. taken by Todd with his phone -__-;;;

Isaac gave all of us tarot readings :D <3 It was pretty intense! 

So yeah, cleaning apt and started painting. I'm also going to do more groups for portfolio soon, just to make it more cohesive. Bleh. I want to do a bunch of things, but it's kinda hard with my lungs being so ;-; sickly. I kinda want a new immune system ;-;